I stayed throughout the LESSON!!! Happily!!!
Wahahaha.. I think because it's going to be holiday.
There's a few thing I see which is irritating.
Lol.. Some people in my class who is damn shit. :D



today's(sunday) a bad bad day.
Started off with not going to work at 12pm, I'm suppose to go at 12pm and leave at 9pm which is kidda long~ thus decided not to go. I message my manager that I'm unable to go due that I've UT tmr(monday). then she replied not enough people work how to find another person to take after me. I nvr reply. She follow up another message to me, work at 6pm compulsory. Seeing this message somehow made me feel even like... must work and help them out. Thus, I slept and rest until "enough". But still not enough. I messaged dar, going to find her after her work. then haiz, i overslept until 430 which then not enough time to reach there. i decided to cancel the meeting and my common sense tells me, she's going to gimme cold shoulders again. tried messaging her before i go to work, in the end all the short and sloppy replies come. Decided to let go of it, and go to work. today's work wasn't that bad, but time was draggy. Staff and customers seem alright today, but there're still some attitude that has to be improved. I was thinking of going home to rest early! Ren Mei then suggest to go play POOL. sucks. I didnt' intend to go at all, i was like.. so tired~~ I wanna go home. Seeing that so many people's going made me like... maybe i shld just go.. then go play abit. I did enjoy for awhile and after which I'm all bored...
sad, Dar still gives me cold shoulders. Hate it, but i think it's my fault anyway.
so.... my fault lor :) take some time to change anyway.. this is the way i am.. so... some time :)

tmr got school.. sian again~ BUT MUST WORK FOR A JUST LIKE ON FRIDAY! jia you jia you jiayou



everyday i see my parent, they ask me how's school.
do u know the feeling of going to school everyday and NOT knowing what you're doing there?
it's seriously not a good feeling, today, I'm trying to know what I am doing. But all these codes just drives me nuts. I'm not learning anything.
I don't want to disappoint my parent, I don't wan to fail my Poly life.
I want to learn something, but what I'm facing is.. I do not know what to do.
It's not that i rather to be spoon feed, but this time round. I feel, traditional way of teaching is better.
I wanna ask people, PBL solves a problem everyday. the problem of this PBL IS THAT, who do RP hire? facilitators who are from other polys, this shows how important is PBL.
I don't see the need in PBL, first of all is that other poly doesn't focus so much in problem solving.
I see.... me failing myself, feeling more and more depressed everyday, wasting my time in class, feeling guilty everyday because of my parents. It sucks.. seriously.

anyone.. can help me? help me learn.. please... i need help



I feel so sian, I want to learn something I like that next time I can work as.
I realise WoW isn't something that I should place my time in.
I always have this thinking, I wanna master everything in life, but I came across this sentence (Jack of All Trade, Master of none.)
This is what I learn in WoW, being a druid, pally or shaman(hybrid class) meaning they can take any class in game, but not as good. Which fits in just nice of the top sentence. haha.. Unlike rogue, they can dps well without worries. I learn that everyone has their strong points, that's why some people are able to adapt to everything but not mastering any. Yet some is unable to adapt to situations due to their mastery.

Something eh? Hahaha.. Recently, I was motivated to cook, yet don't know where to start. Some of my friends even told me, start cooking maggie! -.-'' Haiz, don't know how to put it in words. Hahaha.. Next time :)