After reading Dardar's blog I think... I've really changed.
It's not that it's no longer us. but more of.. I feel... nothing more to talk about.
sad isn't it? it's sad to say this but I guess it's true. I wanted to tell her what's happening around me so that she'll know what's happening ard me and she's telling me all about her stuff too. I'm working and basketball had distracted my attention from you. Sometimes, it's hard to set priority because it hurts the other.

Anyway. What I simply mean is that, our love still exists right? I'm unsure of this at the moment. I read ur blog, it's as if I've changed. I no longer love u. But I'm sure and deep down in my heart that I still care and love u. Hmmm.. Maybe I've changed and I nvr notice. Maybe it's just as what U say, our priority are wrong?? Lol.. Maybe more of mine is wrong.

Darling, I just wanna tell u now. Live for yourself. Don't ever live for the sake of others. I'm living for most of the people ard me, until now I've decided to change to live for myself. I've wasted 19 years without even having much fun. I don't wanna continue wasting my time.

Not that you waste my time, or anything. It's difficult to explain in words.
Time is a constraint I faced.

1ST THING U'LL NEED TO KNOW. i LOVE U
2ND THING I KNOW. NOT ENOUGH TIME
3RD THING I KNOW. NO MONEY
4TH THING I KNOW. I NEED TO IMPROVE MYSELF
5TH THING WE NEED TO KNOW. OUR RELATIONSHIP NEEDS EFFORT TO MAINTAIN
6TH THING I WANT U KNOW KNOW IS. LIVE FOR YOURSELF.
ALOT MORE... ASK ME