bores me to death!
stayed at home the whole day,
morning wake up brush teeth, drink milo and ate nasi lemak for breakfast.
went to download some games to play, o2jam, audition, zeroonline and maplestory to play.
started playing with my siblings maple for 2hours until 3pm.
took a nap till 5pm, skipped my lunch.
dad came back ard 6pm and we watched tv together since I stopped my WOW or any games.
somehow controlled myself from playing games, seem so lifeless.
went online again, talk alittle to dardar, friendster look look, then play audition for awhile while calling dardar..
i was on the fone with darling, today i think moodswing arh.. not really in good mood, instead bad mood, feel quite vex over something i don't know.

recently, or i shld say few months back. me and darling only had occasionally laughter which we enjoy. used to be always laughing. I don't know why, maybe my craps ran out? her comments and things she say start to be quite 'quarrelish'. darling, i dunno how to tell you, here i wanna let u know that. whenever you talked to me, or whoever starts a conversation, it seems that we start off with some of ur family problems and gossips of ur sisters or whatever others call it. if not is that we'll quarrel, if not is we are very silent.. dunno what to say. What's wrong with us? Because either of us changed? or both of us changed? topic seems to have run out.. we talk on the fone for mostly less than 1hours a day, i know i'm the one to put down the fone most of the time, because i feel that it's no point hanging on the fone while nothing to talk about. silly isn't it? but it's true.. we don't have much to talk about.. why? is it because of my work that affected us? remember friday? we were together the whole day? I've never felt any distance between us..

from what i currently see is that... when we have less time together we'll be quarrelling more often.. then will cause our topic to turn to mostly negative side..meaning if next time i go army.. even though u know that i've a reason to not stay by ur side.. u'll still leave me. as i said, less time and u'll feel sad.. no one to turn to.. sadly.. i don't want that to happen.. can we work something out? any reader can gimme a tag and suggest something?

Loves darling. :(